Double Standard

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Manifest Station

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Anx13ty

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Insomnium

Summary

There are Shadows –
There are Faces –
There are People in Multiple Places –

There is Life –
There is Death –
There is Hope –
Take a Breath –

Look Around –
Hear the Sound –
Of the Birds –
Calling to the Ground –

Dinosaurs –
No, Dragons… –
Moving Masses –
In Three Wheeled Wagons –

Coffins –
Bridges –
Potato Chips –  
With all the Ridges –

Take This –
Take That –
Oh Look –
A Vampire Bat –

Wear White –
Wear Black –
Does it Matter –
When You’re in the Sack? –

Ignis Fatuus –
Lux Noctis –
Finis Ludis –
Bliss –

Insomnium – Meta 

This episode contains some long ramblings that are too long to type here or there, maybe not too long for somewhere… care to listen? Then continue on… and tune in next time for another one of… Meta’s Musings.  — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Transcription

Over MEasy

Over MEasy Meta's Musings

Over MEasy Get Over Me – It's easy – I'm Sure – Run run run – To your Ex-Wife's Back Door (if you know what I mean) – Not One, Not Two – Not Three – Or Four – Five Six Seven – Eight Nine Ten – You said – You told her – "No More" – Why Divorce? (she didn't want to) – You Paid the Bill – Didn't You? – Fake Divorce – There's Pleasure Galore – Remember You Ran to Her – When You didn't Want Me Anymore? – She Will Respond – Of Course She Does –  With the Help of Your "Best Friend, his Wife" & "Brother" – Buzz Buzz Buzz – Oh What's That? – Time to Eat? – Exotic Food? – Must be a Treat… – Indian Cuisine – Weight Loss Tea – How's it working For Her? – Ha Ha Ha Apologies… – Sometimes These Visions – Can be a Blur – Oh Look – Another Gifted Pot that I can Stir – You wanted to Show me Your Love? – OH! – I get it Now! – Gypsy Phish – Glub Glub – DROWN – You tripped and fell into her Parts – Boom Boom Pow Pow – Much Fun – Very Wow – Fake Hearts –  No New Friends – They Say – Yeah that's Healthy – Not Toxic in Any Way – Buzz Buzz Buzz – New Message Today – She wants to "Just Talk" – You Know… Body to Body – What Do You Say? – She Speaks Your Language – Have Fun – Go Play – I choose my Pen – You both can enjoy – being Numéro 10 –   Over MEasy – Meta – That was a lot to unpack wasn't it? What can it all mean? Hmm.. I wonder… I mean it's in Plain ENG I would say. A little bit of Rhymes here and there but that's okay. My messages gets out in such a way that it'll get out there, Today. And… I also wanted to say that sometimes you get into situations where the possible other person that you thought would progress with you, and move forward with you, and decided to live in the now as opposed to be stuck to their past… tied to a string to where they couldn't grow out of the immaturity and necessity, manipulation, control, as if they enjoy it.  I don't stand for that.  I stand for my own personal, spiritual freedom, when that is the case, the case is closed.  I decided that I want no more of it. Because I deserve Better.  Maybe one Day Better will Come… I'm not in any Hurry and I'm not going to rush into anything.  People like to do that though, rush into something… make a mistake.  How do you get out? Sometimes, it's hard… Sometimes very carefully… This time it was "Huh…" I got a Juicer. Take care. And still… As if that person thought they learned something… their mind was still being controlled by the people they choose to continue to speak with.  They choose the Toxic BS. Another part of their manipulation.. what am I gonna do? Go away. Do my own Thing. Live my own life. I am the most Important to Me – In my life… I must live for other reasons. I prefer the unknown. I have no idea what I'm doing after recording this podcast.  Why? Because that's how life should be. We live within the Unknown.  We shouldn't know. Because we really don't know.  A lot of the times, the answers have to come from within.  I will follow my intuition… like I always have been because my Intuition for myself has been a pretty scary right as opposed to left.. if you know what I mean… I know you do…  — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Missed Connection

Missed Connection Meta's Musings

You like Someone – They like Another – and you don't want to seem like a Bother – Keep to Yourself – This Too Shall Pass – Place Your Feelings in a Jar made of Glass – They Come – They Go – and it's Okay – Plenty of Fish – In the Sea – They Say – Being High – Doesn't Help – Less of a Fish – More of a Kelp – Swim Swim – Swim Away – Live to Enjoy the Day – Feeling Alone? – I do, too… – That's the Price you Pay – When they don't have a Clue – Missed Connection – Meta – One of the best and worst experiences as Human is to connect Emotionally with another Human. Why is it the Best? Well wait – let's rewind.  I said connect Emotionally – completely different than Physically.  Anybody can connect Physically.  Anybody… if you get my drift? Is it worth it? That's for you to answer.  Let's go back to the Emotional Connection.  The Emotional Connection is at its Best when you find someone you can connect with in ways where You understand them more than they understand Themselves and They understand you more than You understand Yourself. As if you find your complete Mirror Image that can answer the questions you've been asking your whole life about yourself. You meet them, you talk to them, discuss, envision, grow, imagine, and it's AMAZING! Then… sometimes… it becomes the Worst experience.  They decided they want to Reject you. You're not Good Enough. They become a Ghost. For example, you start to talk to someone and they talk back to you… and it's innocent in the beginning. Back and Forth. Talk Talk. Then you find later, as into them as you were, they just wanted someone else.  You find that when you go to support them and hang out with them and continue to learn and talk to them more… because you want to learn more about this person, you find that the rejections comes from them Disappearing from your World. That's when it becomes the Worst feeling – experience.  Just the Worst.  So, what do you do? You keep moving forward. This Too Shall Pass.  There are Plenty of Fish in the Sea.  They are Humans everywhere. But what is interesting is that when you have those emotional connections that's where it is the most Special and most Interesting.  Because you are Born alone and you Die alone.  Where is it Written that you even need anybody.  Where is that saying that you need to connect with someone? It is the most Unknown, Interesting, Human Experience that there is. If you are someone that has been rejected lately by someone you believe should be that one for you… just remember: This Too Shall Pass.  It happens to me a lot. Even Recently… I can say that I was really interested in someone. I tried my best… But I was coming out of a past relationship… I decided to keep to myself and figured if they wanted me, they would reach out to me, but the world doesn't work that way.  Sometimes, you have to be a Tiger to get what you want. But we are all Humans living the Human Experience.   — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Patience

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Spell FEAR

Spell FEAR Meta's Musings

Come Along, Come Along – The Bard is here to sing her Song –  Come close, Gather Near – She will sing away your FEAR – Because – F is for Funny so – Do not be afraid – E is for Everything –  Even loud sounds that can be made – BUT- Ayyy is for After – Because after everything – You come across the letter R – That pulls you into its Ring – Its Ring of Light – With a ball of dark chaos inside – And You – You ask Why? – Why??? – Because Light and Dark create the Sky – So, Please… Look Up – You can see that there's nothing there – It's just a word – It's just a word – Just a word… F – E – A – R – It's just a word – Spell FEAR – Meta – Words are Powerful. So powerful… even small words like FEAR. In itself, FEAR just four letters… but people cannot face it! They can't face it! It's just a word… at the end of the word there's… you guessed it, Nothing! Think about that.  How can you face something that has been created by your own mind? You tell it to Go Away. You take whatever you think is the Fear haunting you and analyze it. Really look into why it's scaring you. When you figure it out and realize that you can stop, look back, pause a little, and reflect, and then realize that you are doing it to yourself… (even if others are involved) it's still You. That's it. When you realize it's You (with others sometimes). People out there will play on your fears where they will say something that will rent space in your brain and then they wait patiently… maybe they will disappear… creating that… "fear." At the end, you must realize it's You. You hold the string, you control, you play games, you do whatever you want to do. It's always going to be you.  Just figure out how to play the game right. If you continue to think that you are doing everything wrong then you will continue to live in that fear that you created for yourself.   It's always going to circle back to the person in the mirror… Which is You. You are more Powerful than you know and that is my message…. Thank you all for listening and tune in next time for another one of Meta's Musings. — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Silver

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message

Abuse Requiem

Addiction Meta's Musings

Addiction… Get on the floor – puff puff – Just one more – huff huff – Feel the rush – exhale – Close the door hush hush – What is that? – look look – Let me try – open book – Will it help? – don't go – Will I fly? yes, no – Addiction Addiction – Counter Affliction – Radio Waves – Intermission – None of what is said – makes sense – but it can be read – past tense – Allow me to – introduce myself – Please take a cup – off the top shelf – Pictures Pictures – moving scriptures – Are you still watching? – TV Mixtures – Body to Body – Dust to Dust – in the end – becomes rust – Taste this – I don't know – hit or miss – Let it snow… – Show your skin – less less – Bloodflow – mess mess – Clean your act – Stand Straight – Make a pact – Be late – Smells Nice – sniff sniff – Dry ice – only if… – Reflection Reflection – Reverse Rejection – Just one more time… – Self-deception – STOP! – What have you done to your health? – Was it worth the time and wasted wealth? – Excuses pile up and down the street – Are you strong enough to face the heat? – You have time – Go Protect yourself – Wash out that cup – Place it back on the top shelf – Find a mirror – Look in your eyes and see – You are valuable and you have the choice – to – Let it be, let it be, let it be… – — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/metapopsicle/message